I Miss You....

Dear God

2005-12-07T00:43:13Z

I cannot finish this semester. I'm going to fail miserably. We finish up 2 days before Christmas (score another for Rita) and I just don't think I can handle the workload. I was supposed to go sit in on another class today on top of what I already had to do but I decided that it would just confuse me worse and the best thing to do was for me to stay up tonight and teach myself the material. The teacher doesn't explain herself well but to her credit she makes great handouts and posts them for us to download so I end up learning more from that anyway.

I'm starting to get sick and I don't have time for that either. I've been eating like shit lately too so I need to cut that out. I still haven't found a place nor have they started working on mine. So Christmas and New Year's will be spent on the air mattress it looks like. Which by the way is missing a peice so it can't be blown up anymore. I'm off to study now. Say a prayer to whomever you pray too that I won't be a failure or homeless forever.

Rita pics

2005-11-29T03:23:42Z

The ones with the car and the tree are at my grandmas. The blurry one is boats that washed up miles from where they were. The last ones are at my townhouse. These do no justice to what things really looked like around town and things still look pretty bad and we're now 2 months after the storm.

Shit!

2005-11-29T03:14:01Z

So I had a potential house for like 5.2 seconds today until we found out that it was sold this morning. I went this afternoon and got a quote on homeowners insurance which I was sure was going to be waaay to expensive but ended up being $41.66 a month. So after I sit and wait for the lady to figure out how to work her computer to give me the quote I go home and find that the house is sold. I had to move everything out of the room I've been staying in to another room that feels like a closet so I went to go get some coffee to maybe try and make me feel a bit better but I get home and it tastes like ass. I feel like I'll be living on an Aero bed for the rest of my life. I still haven't heard from the landlord which is the equivilent of hearing a big fat, "screw you!".

Tommorrow is my 7:45 am class (thank you again Rita for making me get up even earlier)and it's so hard to stay awake because the teacher sucks. Speaking of Rita, I'm going to post the pics right now that I've been meaning to post forever.

absolut_megan @ 2005-11-25T20:37:00

2005-11-26T02:39:15Z

I have decided to go back and make most of my entries public because I have several friends that want to read it but don't have LJ. I got a letter from FEMA today that said I wasn't getting any money to assist with my storage fees or anything else because I have insufficient damage. I don't understand how not be able to live in your house because the mold will kill you is insufficient damage. The FEMA man that came out told me to throw away my couches and bed which thank God I didn't or I would really be stuck. Then tp make matters worse I got a letter from the storage unit and they've raised their rates. They know that no one has anywhere to put the stuff so they think they can charge what they want and it just makes me so mad.

The whole finding a place to rent thing is going crappy too. There is absolutely nothing anywhere.

absolut_megan @ 2005-11-15T10:02:00

2005-11-15T16:12:46Z

It's funny how a natual disaster can turn your world upside down. You take for granted things like the huge townhouse you live in and the ability to live on your own and do what you want, the little bar you go to after work to spend half of the tips you made that night, being able to go to Wal-Mart anytime day or night, and getting McDonalds after you leave the bar at 3 am. Instead, you're looking at everything in that townhouse wishing to God you would've cleaned before you left it the last time and knowing now that the last time you left really was the last time. It's trying to think of what to take with you just in case and looking at all the pictures and memories but thinking, "there's no way this won't be here when I get back." It wasn't a 2 day vacation to the country while you were gone either. It was living in a house with 10 people and no electricity for 4 days then nearly being killed over gas when you tried to make it to electricity. It's the landlord calling and saying, "come now, it's bad" and hugging the neighbor you never paid attention to before while she's trying to salvage whatever she can. It's feeling guilty over taking the last storage unit in town when the man behind you is in tears because he didn't make it fast enough. It's going into Cameron Parish and realizing that although you have it bad but made it out with most of your possessions that they don't have anything but a cement slab where a house once stood to go back to. It's watching your 70 year old grandparents trying to clean their yard all the while praying that tree didn't break the roof. But most of all, it makes you proud that you live where you do and that people are reaching out to others in the way they are.

Holy Shit

2005-03-08T19:55:01Z

Today pretty much started out shitty and got worse as it went on and it's not even 2 pm yet. Eric was supposed to call and wake me up at 6 to take Tahyo in for her spay at 7 but I ended up waking him up and he was 30 minutes late for work. Then, I tell him to call me when he gets to work so I could sleep longer since I couldn't sleep last night and didn't get to bed til 4 this morning. Well he calls and I sleep through it and he was busy so he couldn't keep calling. I wake up at 9:04 and scream FUUUUCCCCCK at the top of my lungs because Tahyo had to be dropped off between 7-9 so I call the vet and tell them I'm on the way. I get her dropped off and go run my freaking errands then I'm on my way home to shower because I didn't wake up in time to this morning and WHAM! my mother fucking tire fell off. Completely. I had them rotated a few weeks ago so I'm praying to God that the dealership covers it. Here are some pics. I'm just really lucky I wasn't on the interstate and I wasn't seriously hurt. It was pretty scary thinking the whole damn Jeep would flip on me. I was only doing about 30-35 MPH since I was coming up on a redlight and people were starting to slow down. Normally the speed limit is 45 on the road I was traveling on.

Friends Only

2004-09-09T01:43:54Z

From now on my LJ is going to be friends only. I use this as a place to vent so it's somewhat personal however I'll add just about anybody. If I sound interesting enough to you, comment and I'll most likely add you. If not, then that's ok too.
Thanks tons,
Megan

Out of town!

2004-03-05T05:40:31Z

I'm leaving a day early to head out of town because of some drama that I'll post about tommorrow when I get in. Now, I'm packing up and heading out of BR to take me and the dog's to Uncle Mikey's house to chill and spend the night.

absolut_megan @ 2004-02-28T01:31:00

2004-02-28T07:44:09Z

Today I got alot of the cleaning done and I considered going out of town but I have that project that's due Tues. and I need to start it soon. I want to make sure that I get a good grade on it so I don't screw up. Josh came into town today and it was cool. I finally told Steph the deal with her moving in and she wasn't too happy about it but what can I say? Who in their right mind expects someone to hold a room for them for over 2 months? I told her it would be a different story if she had stuff here but she doesn't really. I mean, nothing other than a few clothes. So, another one of my friends is moving in which is fine with me. Steph wasn't too concerned with getting her dad to help her pay the rent until the check came which she swore up and down would come before March 1st. So I'm not gonna stress over it. If she wants to find a 3 bedroom when the lease is up here that's fine with me but I don't know about living with 3 people again. It was cool with Angela and Sandra but they were the exception and it did seem like me and Angela ganged up on Sandra a few times without meaning too. I didn't talk to Justin today which was probably good anyway. It's so much easier to make decisions without his input. He's good with advice but sometimes I can be hard-headed and do what I want anyway. I'm getting worn out and we may go out tommorrow night so I need to try and get some shit done. If my backpack wasn't in the Jeep I'd work on my project but I can't even remember the lists of topics and I'm way too lazy to go out there in the cold and get it. When is it gonna get warm? I need sunshine!

absolut_megan @ 2004-02-26T17:34:00

2004-02-26T23:46:48Z

I'm worn out cause of this weather. I wish it would be sunny for once. The dogs are all crashed out over my bed and it's funny. I talked to Justin today and we actually had a good conversation. I think we needed the time apart. It's weird how I always felt that if I ever lost him I wouldn't make it but now that we're just friends talking to him isn't upsetting. If things stay the same between us it's fine with me. I know there's alot in his life he needs to fix and I guess I wasn't enough to keep him straight. Josh is gonna come this weekend and John wants to come too so I'm excited about that. I miss John tons. I don't really know if I want to see Josh because he's leaving to go to Korea for a year and it's hard for me because I worry. I know he has no choice but to go and I'm hoping that he'll decide not to re-enlist after that. We had alot of fun times in the past and it's nice to be able to talk to him again. He's been in Alabama the whole time he's been in the Army so it's hard for me to imagine him having to go somewhere really far. I'm just glad he wasn't sent to Afganistan or Iraq. I'd worry way too much. I just made hotdogs since I hadn't eaten all day and I think I'm gonna work on cleaning tonight and seeing what all I can get done around here before everyone comes.

Mardi Gras is over

2004-02-26T04:56:48Z

I had a wonderful good drunken time at Mardi Gras. The pics aren't ready yet but should be soon. It was crazy as usual but that's cool. I talked to Justin on the way back in to Baton Rouge and it went o.k. I guess. He had court today and everything worked out and he's not in jail so I'm glad. But I don't think we'll ever be like we were but that's ok with me. Steph came over after class and work (poor her) but I ran her off so I could crash. I went to an interview today looking like ass but it went good so I guess I wasn't too bad after all. I've started talking to a good friend of mine again that I haven't talked to in forever. He's a great friend and good with advice but he has to go away in a week or so for the Army. I have to come home and see him this weekend and Brent also. I saw him for a little bit on Monday but he was super sick poor baby. He's working all week so I may have to go over there this weekend. The damn townhouse next door got rented to a married couple who will probably move out soon because of us and Danielle's crazy ass antics. Mike really wanted it and I called the landlord who never called me back. But it's cool. They'll find something. I'm not sure I want to settle down just yet anyway. The dog ate my other good bra and I don't even care cause I'm soo worn out. I'm gonna chat with Josh some more and then work on this school stuff that's due next Tuesday.

Pausing from life for a bit

2004-02-23T09:56:16Z

I'm stopping to update this because writing always makes me feel better. I just read a book we borrowed from Jayne and it was good. I've gotta get up early tommorrow to get my oil changed, pack up my stuff and the dog's food. I hate that they have to eat this expensive shit cause their stomachs get sick all the time. As soon as Steph gets off we'll be heading out of BR. I have to go apply at 3 restaurants tommorrow and I'm hoping I get a job at one of them. I have good luck with getting hired on the spot. We're taking the Jeep cause Steph's car has been doing some weird stuff lately. I don't really know if I want her to move in or not. She's still waiting on that damn check and I just feel like I'm getting jacked around. I love her to death and all but I can't afford for her to stay here and eat all the food I paid for and she never has cigarettes and bums all the time. I can't stand that. My mom got in a wreck Friday night so we almost had to head to LC. I called my grandma to tell her that we got the chairs from Tiger Plaza and her cell was off so I was like WTF. I had a bad feeling so I called the house and my cousin answered and said that she was in the hospital and I'm like huh so then he says that my mom got in a wreck and I freaked out. So I called the hospital and got my grandma and she said that they wouldn't let them see my mom so I was getting up to grab some shit and Steph was at the computer and was going to grab the dogs and start packing their bags. My grandma wanted us to wait 30 mins so when she called back my mom was ok. Some drunk man rearended her and her car is totalled. It twisted her seat and they brought her in the ambulance and took X-rays as a precaution. She's got some good drugs and is feeling better. So that was a pretty freaky night.
Then Saturday Darren called and he was at TKE all alone cause he had a powerlifting meet. We had baseball tickets so we were in town too and feeling lonely so we went over there to say hey. It was nuts being in a frat house with just 3 people. Then we were leaving cause my back was killing me and the LSU police were out cause someone had tired to break in Sigma Nu so it was crazy. We hightailed it outta campus and I took some pills and crashed out. I have to have an MRI to make sure I don't have a bulging disc in my back or whatever. They said it probably has alot to do with the wreck I was in my SR. year which was 3 years ago. So I didn't go out or do much this weekend because I felt like shit and then Steph got sick and missed most of today's baseball game so we're both all broke down. I'm hoping we're ok to leave town tommorrow but we're gonna leave regardless. I can't sleep cause I slept most of today and we have to get back to BR late late Tues. night because Steph has school Wednesday and since she's in Med School she can't miss. Oh well. Here are some pics we took at the baseball game.

Here's my very favorite TKE!

Mardi Gras and LSU Baseball

2004-02-20T22:56:46Z

Well fuck, I just lost this entire post so this is the 2nd time I'm having to do it. The next update I make will have pics from Mardi Gras and the weekend. We may go to the LSU baseball game tonight if it doesn't rain. We were supposed to go to LC to a party but Steph lost her liscence and the DMV wouldn't take a check so it was drama then her boss ended up lending her the cash but now we don't really feel like going. On a good note though, Jayne got her dog back. Some people found her and saw the ad in the paper. We're thinking her old roommate must've dropped her off there because there's no way in hell she came that far. The poor little weenie dog would've have to cross at least 6 major traffic areas. As long as she's safe now it's cool. I don't really feel like going to the baseball game but I told Steph I would. I don't care much for baseball in the first place and after living in the same apt. building as alot of the players I'm tired of them. But no big deal. The tickets are free so I guess I can't complain too much. It's better than wasting gas money to go to LC for a party. I really wanted to see Josh though because he's been gone so long but he'll be home for 20 days before he goes overseas for another year. It's hard with everyone in the military going here and there and it's super sad when they go. I'm hoping Mike desides against the Air Force and moves down here with Brent cause we'd have tons of fun. My mom is supposed to come stay Sunday night with us because she's never seen the new place yet. I've gotta go get ready to go to the game but I have zero motivation to go. I'm hoping it rains.

Interesting night

2004-02-19T19:00:47Z

Tuesday I wasn't feeling so well but I called Mike and him and Brent decided to come over and visit. Brent is incredibly gorgeous and super sweet. We kinda hung around until Steph left to go back home and get some clothes and stuff since she still hasn't moved her stuff up because every damn weekend it rains. Brent and I were talking about the relationship between me and Justin and all the drama and everything. Mike ended up watching some Jenna Jameson and crashing out in my room on my bed so Brent and I stayed downstairs on the futon. I won't go into all the gory details but I GOT SOME!!!!! He was incredible and he's coming back by himself to stay the weekend. If he didn't live 2 hours away things would be different but I was telling them about the townhouse next door being empty and Mike really wants to come over here and work at the casino until he gets back in school. So they're gonna check out some jobs next week and we'll see. I told them we didn't mind them crashing here until they find a good place to live so who knows. I guess I'm always lucky because when I end a relationship I don't suffer for long before I find something better. If it doesn't work out with Brent we'll always be friends because we've known each other so long. I have a huge project to do over the Mardi Gras holiday so I think I'm gonna start tonight and try to finish most of it today and tommorrow. It's an outline for Arguementation and Debate that's worth 15% of our grade. I'm gonna take a few summer school classes I guess since Steph's med school goes during the summer this semester so I'll have her to wake me up and make me go. I don't know what I'm taking yet but I'm gonna try to get my Spanish class in and my Business Law. I'm thinking it's a little too hard for summer school but I can try.

Unsaid Words

2004-02-17T02:35:00Z

I'm not bitter, I'm not mad. Well maybe a little. I wasted 3 years of my life trying to help you only to watch you go down the drain in the end. I'm sorry that I confided so much in you. I can't see myself ever opening up to anyone else the way I have with you. What hurts the most is that you're a good person with a wonderful heart but have no direction. You're wasting away and I'm sorry I couldn't help you get back to life. I feel cheated now that you know my innermost thoughts and feelings and you don't really give a shit. I don't understand how that much love, trust and caring goes away so fast. I didn't even want to be here anymore but now I'm glad you were the reason I came. Because now I have a whole army of wonderful people in my life that I wouldn't have otherwise known had I not packed up and moved to be with you. I lost you but in the end I gained so much more that is lasting. Why is it that I sit here and cry but you've lost the ability to feel? If I could go back and change things would they be any different? Is there something I did wrong or was this bound to happen all along? Why did you have to kick me when I was down? I know you didn't mean it but that doesn't change the fact that it happened. I don't understand you anymore. Maybe you had to change but why mess with something that is was perfect to begin with. I just plain don't understand. The more I try to understand the more it hurts. How long will I sit here and hurt? I seem to be lucky, I always have someone to pick me up after things like this but what if I don't now? I'd give anything to know what was inside your head. You're not the same to me anymore. I want to hate you but I can't. I want to make you pay, but I can't. Why?

Drama on Thursday

2004-02-13T20:24:34Z

Yesterday started out normal. Then Steph calls and says Jayne's dog is missing. She has a little weenie dog. So we jet over to Jayne's after Steph gets off work and she thinks her crazy old roommate stole her. She sent Jayne a text message that said "dogsnatcher, woof woof" so we're pretty sure she has her. So, Jayne's trying to get her new address and we're gonna go over there and see if we can get her back. So while we're over there making Jayne feel better I get a voicemail from Hanna saying she was in a wreck and she was really sorry she hadn't got in touch with me. Hanna and I lived together until she wrote a hot check for October's rent and then couldn't pay in November. Turns out, Nov. 22nd she was going somewhere to drop her bf's Expedition off that they just sold and an 18 wheeler ran a stop sign and plowed into her. Well Jada her dog was in the front seat and was knocked to the back seat and her neck was broken. Hanna was stuck in the front and her bf was following her and he tried to get her out. Her leg is all torn up and she broke alot of ribs and had no medical insurance and is waiting on court from the wreck so I feel really bad for her. I'm gonna go up and visit since she can't really drive down here. So yesterday was pretty interesting. I'm glad to not be the center of the drama for once. Steph is staying the weekend so it oughta be good. I have to go take a shower since me and Steph have to go up to Prairieville later on possibly to try and find Jayne's dog.

absolut_megan @ 2004-02-13T13:57:00

2004-02-13T20:04:04Z

I know this may seem trivial but I wanted to put this up because I just found out Jadas gone now. General and Tippy miss you very much and we love you! More on that and yesterday's drama later.

Jada "Tator" Britt w/The General

I Hate my Teacher

2004-02-12T18:50:05Z

So I go all the way to class and sit through IR which is sooo boring then walk all the way across campus for my Argumentation and Debate class and the damn teacher isn't there. I worked soo hard on the case she gave us to do and all for nothing. Shit! It's bad weather too and of course as I was walking to my Jeep it starts to pour. Then I get by the bank and realize that my check I had to deposit is still on my refrigerator so I go back home and get it then back to the bank where I wait in line behind 3 old people that don't know WTF they're doing. So it's only 12:43 and today already sucks. I have my Psych research to do tonight also which I've put off all week. I'm so ready for warm weather. I hate the cold so much I'd rather sweat to death than be cold.

Rain

2004-02-12T01:38:52Z

I'm so tired of this rain. It's supposed to be like this all week. I had to go to Wal-Mart and get some more carpet cleaning stuff because somehow there is ink at the top of my stairs. Steph was like we've been here 2 weeks and the carpet's already getting fucked. But that's just how we are. It's not too bad and I got it all out so no big deal. I missed school today because I couldn't find my umbrella. Yeah I know I'm a puss but that's ok. It flooded bad all over Brightside so I'm in my Jeep on the way to Wal-Mart blowing water and shit all over people and having the time of my life. Steph is moving in the rest of her stuff this weekend so we may or may not get to Tiger Bar this weekend. I need to mail Justin the money I owe him since he won't bother to call. Everyone is saying for me to keep it since it was a gift and he said he didn't care to be paid back but I know he's having a rough time right now and he could really use it plus I don't really have any hard feelings anymore for him. But on another hand I'm afraid he'd use it on Coke and not for bills so it's a hard decision. My front outside light already burnt out so I'm gonna have to call one of the guys to change it. Sucks. I need to read my chapter in Argumentation and Debate some time tonight. Mike was supposed to come spend the night last night but his fuel line in his truck leaked or something so he didn't come. Which was ok because I was too tired anyway. He got it fixed and wants to come this weekend but we've got so much going on. I will miss being alone some nights when Steph fully moves in cause I'm used to privacy and not worrying about anyone else being home if I'm hooking up. So I'm trying to take advantage while I can. When I lived with Hanna she heard us all the time and never said a thing for the longest so I loved her for that. I just found a Jenna Jameson and Janine porn someone downloaded along with some other stuff so I'm gonna go check that out.

School sucks ass!

2004-02-10T06:39:41Z

I've been so busy with school and it's driving me crazy. I just got done working on a case that took forever. I finally found it on the internet because the printout I had was too small to freakin read. So this weekend was kinda dramatic. Saturday night we went out drinking and I didn't eat all day so I ended up puking. I made it until we got on Brightside Dr. and puked out the window of Krista's car so I managed to at least not do it where anyone could see but her and Steph. I was in the back seat facing away from the road. Then we all get in bed and crash and my brother calls at like 2:45 and he was upset and on pills so I talked to him and I was freaking out and Steph woke up. So after we got off the phone, Steph and I ordered Plucker's and had it delivered at like 5 til 3. He said they'd be an hour but the damn train came and he got there at 4:15 and the food was stone ass cold. We were sitting on the stairs waiting cause Krista was crashing on the couch and she had work early. We woke her up and she was like, "stop whispering like fucking kids" We were too drunk and tired to complain about the food so we ate and then went to bed. We got up and went to Denham for Steph's cousin's christening and that was pretty short so we headed to Walker to eat at their house. Then we slipped out after we ate to go see Brittney then came home and cleaned, studied and waited on Steph's date. He turned out to be a wack job so I sat up with them and watched some of Bad Boys too. Steph said she was tired halfway through the movie and he left so we finished it and went to bed. I didn't go to school today so I'm catching up on all my work and junk. My back is hurting like hell from that wreck and I need to go to the DR. but can't make any time. Now I'm going to get Danielle next door to smoke a cigarette to take a break then go to bed.

Saturday

2004-02-07T18:09:49Z

I may go look at some puppies today. Steph is dying for a puppy and since we have such a huge place now I told her it was ok to get one but if it wasn't crate trained and housetrained that was it. I've been through the whole deal of a roommates dog ruining an apt. and it's not cool at all. My dogs are trained and well-behaved but we'll see what happens when we throw a 3rd in the mix. I woke up at 8 this morning which totally sucked. I need to get some curtains quick for my room to block out some of this light. I went back to sleep though til like 10:30. That really sucks for me on a Saturday. We got bitched at by my neighbor last night at like 10:00 cause we were all outside smoking and apparently we were talking too loud so she beats on the window and shit and was like, "can you take it inside" I was pretty mad. For one, we live about a mile or so from LSU's campus so it's all LSU students and stuff and you can't expect us to be quiet and two, it was FRIDAY night at 10:00. I mean damn. I didn't say anything to her but it's gonna be funny when we throw our keg party for the baseball team and all of them and all of our other friends are in here and being loud. She's going to have to deal with it. She works at Fox and the Hound so it's not like she not used to having late nights. It just pissed me off pretty bad but I decided I'd just leave it alone for now and worry about it later. I found out some mess about Justin so Steph is gonna settle it for me. It should be interesting.

Test Tommorrow

2004-02-06T06:03:03Z

I just finished studying for a Psych test I have tommorrow. It rained all day so me and Steph went to get Plug-Ins and rode around Tigerland with the Jeep windows down going through puddles. We were mad bored. I went for my interview today and I really don't want to take the job if I get offered so I'm almost for sure going back to where I was working at. It's just easier to do what you know instead of something new. I'm kind of hoping that it keeps raining and by some miracle they would cancel school but I'm sure I'm shit out of luck. It was pretty bad tonight. Alot of lights went out but ours stayed on. Thank God. I don't know why I'm even bothering to post since I'm so tired I can't see. We've been helping with the fence all day plus I had school and the interview so I've just finally stopped running around. My Debate teacher let us go after giving us a handout for a project next week so that helped my day a whole lot. I saw on the news that Janet Jackson isn't allowed at the Grammy's because of the boob thing. That's a little extreme in my book. I mean, she had a nipple shield over it and from the pics I saw you couldn't see the actual nipple well enough anyway even when it was in close up so I'm sure that it wasn't a big deal to those watching. I mean it's not like boobs aren't shown with little covering them on regular t.v. anyway. I'd much rather have my kid see a quick boob flash than some of the morbidly violent shit that's on alot anyway. So that's my opinion on the subject. It came up in my IR class today which I know Janet's boob has nothing to do with IR but my teacher is cool like that so we talked about it. That took up most of the class and I didn't read the book like I was supposed to so it was cool with me. I'm headed off to bed then back to school in the AM. The weekend is almost here though.

Fuck You Justin

2004-02-03T22:39:19Z

I'm in a bad mood today because we had a fucking quiz in Argumentation and Debate class and my lazy ass still has not purchased the damn book. So, I gotta do that tommorrow I guess before I have class again and another damn quiz. I tried calling Justin at work and he wasn't there then I tried him at home and they didn't know where he was so I'm just like fuck it. There's so much I want to say to him but I'm not going to keep trying to call him. He can just find out on his own that I've decided to move on with my life. Steph is supposed to be coming by after work today to drop some more shit off but I wanna take a nap. It's pointless really cause it's 4:30 but I don't care. Tonight is Real World night. Yay! Robin got arrested on the last show so I really wanna know how that turns out. She got a Battery charge. It's funny how in different states the law can be so fucked up. Her bail was like 8 grand and when I got my simple battery charge I didn't even officially get arrested. I was issued a summons and the cops left. So go figure. My dad would've killed me if he would've had to bail me out of fucking Baton Rouge jail. I missed Janet's boob at the Super Bowl. I was pretty lit and I don't remember seeing it at all much less the halftime show. Randy and Walt said they saw it but I don't know. They were as bad off as me and Alex. I got a job offer today to work with an Autistic girl but I don't know if I'm going to take it. She works part-time so I'd have to go sit with her at work but I've never done anything like that plus I don't know jack shit about Autism but we'll see. It pays really well and the hours are flexible. She has a list of other people that help out so if you have to call in or don't wanna work you can call another person. I'd rather go back to the restaurant business I think. I'm gonna call Greg tommorrow and see if I can get back on. The money was really good and it's better than going somewhere else and spending time training. But we'll see. Now I need to finish my clothes and turn the damn heater off before I smother.

South Beach and running

2004-02-03T06:12:39Z

I normally start this crap when the weather gets warmer but I feel like shit lately so I'm gonna start now. Me and Steph are doing the South Beach diet and doing some running. We're gonna see how the running lasts because we both smoke like freight trains and it's hard to run in the cold. Yeah, I know that's freaking pitiful. But the basics are for 2 weeks we can't have bread, rice, potatoes, pasta, baked goods, fruit, candy, cake (duh), sugar, beer or alcohol of any kind (shit!). So we're going to Tiger Bar to party this weekend and go on a drinking binge before we start this next Monday. I'm a pretty vain person, I can't help it and yes I've considered taking out a student loan to finance some liposuction and other cosmetic surgery but I don't wanna be in debt out of my ass when I graduate and since I do have to go to law school and it's pretty expensive and who knows how much of that daddy and scholorships can pay for (IF I even get in) so I can't really chance it right now. It probably won't be that bad and since I've been super busy I won't care that I'm not eating anything that good anyway. I once went 4 or 5 days not eating when I was working because I was too busy to even remember I hadn't eaten. So we'll see how this thing goes. With me and Steph's luck we won't even last a week.

Mondays suck

2004-02-02T23:27:12Z

Last night was fun. We went to Alex's and ate and watched the Super Bowl. It was a pretty good game from what I saw. I had one too many beers and Randy came to stay with me. It was nice because he wasn't pushy or anything and understood I was freaking tired and had to get up and go to school today. After the game ended Alex freaked out because her electricity was late so we had to drive to the AMP office to go drop it off so they wouldn't cut her lights out today. We all piled in Walt's truck and went. He was the least drunk but I think he was kinda tipsy. I know, I shouldn't have been riding with him but sometimes I'm a dumbass and don't think. Walt had 4 law briefs he had to work on and I was supposed to help since I'm starting law school in 2 semesters but I was way to worn out and so Randy and I left. Justin didn't call which was probably for the best since Randy was here. Steph has to come by tonight and drop some clothes and stuff off later on and I still have to finish my International Relations crap before tommorrow.